35

Updated: Nov 4, 2020



This isn't what I thought 35 would look like.


I didn't realize that becoming a dad would be so important to me.


I didn't realize I had it within me to do all the things for my little boy that weren't done for me.


I didn't realize that wanting to give someone what I never had was actually what I'd want to do and not just some cliche saying that floats around.


I didn't realize that one little smile on my baby's face would be the only thing I ever want to pursue.


I didn't realize that my baby, Kai, would bring so much love and healing to my life.


I didn't realize that all of the pain and what felt like anti-progress of my past would transform me into the loving, caring, and present parent that I am.


I didn't realize that I had to know brokenness so that I could know fullness.


I didn't realize anything until I heard one little baby screaming in a delivery room.


This isn't what I though 35 would look like but I'm so glad that it does.


Check out my podcast The Craven Effect
Subscribe to The Idol Killers YouTube Channel


80 views0 comments

Recent Posts

See All